He told me she was his friend. I knew differently. But how do you control your heart and make peace with your mind? I stayed and I stayed and I ignored and ignored. I lost myself and my esteem because I didn't want to lose him. Now, he's gone.
She has him now, probably because I never had him at all. My desperation, that ugly side, pushed him away. My clingy ways drove a wedge that my ultimatum couldn't remove. And so the woman with the most self-respect got the "prize" but in the end, I won. Now I know how to love me.
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